It was not an easy going at first.
But I had built this in my head.
I had built some kind of perfect vision.
Kind of a perfect dream.
A dream that felt like I was actualizing.
In front of my own eyes.
And when this perfect dream became realized.
This sensation, well, I could not put it in words.
It was love.
A slow building love.
Of course it was love.
But it was also a sense of accomplishment.
I had so carefully planned something.